Disturbing truth and the fear of unknown

                                                                
      True to my nature, I lost interest in updating the blog after just one post. It was probably an insecurity about divulging private information. We like to keep our friends close, enemies closer and our true secrets closest to ourselves. And this includes the way we truly feel. What caused this sudden burst of enthusiasm? A very valid question. I have been visiting the psycopathfree website for quite some time now. I just want to see what they do there. Its quite a cluster-fuck of people whining and cribbing. I wish I could blame them Most of them are right about blaming us. But you are in real trouble if you start generalizing. Even people like us. Not to mention some internet trolls make matters worse. There was a particular post over the website which called us demon-spawns and what not. I had a hearty laugh and moved on. However, there was a peculiar character who claimed to be one of us and flamed the poster. Most people claiming to be sociopaths online or who say that sociopaths can be 'good' are not sociopaths because a sociopath is morally ambivalent. Good and evil are interchangeable terms. Also, one cannot exist without the other. The brighter the light, the darker is the shadow it casts.
    I am a bit more comfortable divulging information about myself now. 'Coming out of the closet' seems to be a fad these days. I would attribute my willingness to M.E. Thomas though. Although I would never be willing enough to reveal my true identity like she did. The last thing I want is to disrupt my perfectly comfortable lifestyle. For one, you could never identify me for what I am if you were to meet me. I do not fit any stereotypes usually associated with sociopaths, although I DO share every trait. I have even left emotional wreckage in my wake. So, going back to my topic, I recently opened a new account on psycopath-free to enlighten some people in the most friendly and kind words humanly possible. Unfortunately the account was deactivated within 5 minutes of my first post. It is what propelled me to action. I do not feel anger. I feel frustration; in full force. And I was frustrated when they would not listen to reason. Its like they choose to be blind. It has been at least an year since I have hurt someone emotionally. But that was before I was self-conscious. Honestly, I was causing more harm to myself than others. This seems to be the general theme with our kind. I am not trying to make a pity play about not having feelings, just trying to say that we are fundamentally different and I for one do not regret it. Do I feel superior to others? Sure I do. But its not because of the lack of emotions; its because I understand them better than a LOT of empaths.How do you think sociopaths manipulate empaths, they understand the entire spectrum of human emotion and can look at it objectively. We read facial expressions and responses to certain cues. Over a period of time, if we spend enough time with an empath it is even possible to predict their responses. This is usually the phase when a sociopath would start pushing you buttons. Its because he knows EXACTLY what he is doing. Also, this is a sub-conscious process meaning we learn it like an empath learns social scripts and other emotions.
     I will leave you guys with this today. Ask questions if you have any. In the next article I will share a bit of my background. Suggestions for topics are welcome. Don't bother flaming, such comments will be deleted without replies and a fuck to give.